I want to address the issue of thinking about your desire and encountering fear and negative thoughts.
As I stated in the past (my book included), start by being convinced that after you have asked for your desire, you must receive it. Since your desire absolutely has to manifest, you may relish the thoughts of living it all you want.
I am able to think about my desire or not for as long as I want to because from the moment I ask for it, I believe that it is manifesting. I let go of the need to control the process because the positive thoughts of living my desire make me see that it is manifesting in the most amazing way.
One only doubts the manifestation process if one entertains both the positive and the negative feelings connected to their desire.
In accordance, all lack of happiness comes from fearing or worrying that one’s desire is not manifesting and never will.
When any fears related to your desire come up, remind yourself that it is yours already. Because you asked, it is yours already.
If you keep reminding yourself of this fact, you will start to believe it with every part of you very soon. All it takes is a little belief to start with in order to fully believe and relax soon after. You can do this and you know it!
As a friend of mine recently stated, it is fun to see yourself living your desire! Enjoy it.
Believe that you can do anything. Believe that you can make anything happen and see your dreams coming true. If you decide this to be possible for you, you will assume that all your desires are manifesting while thinking about them with newfound lightness and love.