You must visualize having it now so that you could have it, now!
See yourself living it now so you could allow yourself to receive it, now!
Seeing it in the now removes resistance. If you worry about not seeing it too clearly, you create resistance!
But if you keep believing, affirming and visualizing, it will soon get as easy as it should be.
Resistance comes when you are missing your desire so imagine that you have it at all times!
Visualization will serve you if you practice self-love on a daily basis.